If you are on this page you are probably mad at God right now and can't believe this unexpected plot twist is where life has led to. You might even have avoided God for a while and this was your last desperate attempt to see if He still cares enough about you to speak to you right now.

Hold on sis, it gets easier to breathe. I wrote this devotional soon after we lost our twins during our 2nd attempt at IVF. This 30 page, 7 day devotional is what I wish I had when first starting my TTC journey. In it I get honest and raw, sharing my struggle to conceive and multiple experiences with failed IVF cycles in hopes that no other woman would have to feel as alone as I did.

It also includes exercises to help process the pain and worship music suggestions.